Na-na-naaaaaa! I’m here, writing about a subject. An unknown subject, but I’m sure I’ll find one until the next sentence.

So, I am happy, but I’m not sure why. Actually, I have a feeling of happiness and sadness in the same time. Maybe I’m sad because I’m happy. Ha ha! And this happy-sadness has an explanation. I guess…

And the explanation is that the people from Romania are one of the most pessimistic people from the whole world. If I read correctly, even the population from Somalia are happier than we are. Maybe this is why I feel sad when I’m happy. I feel like I have done something bad, or immoral because I’m happy. My inner sense says that is wrong to be happy.

And this feeling is the result of everyone who was around me and my friends when we grew up. It probably started from the fact that until 1989 we were living in a hell named communism and since then it didn’t changed too much in this whole country(at least it didn’t changed as much as everyone hoped).

Also, it may started from those teachers who hated us, if we were happy, and gave us quick-tests without noticing until the day of the test, just because we “were bad” because we were grinning.

This post have been written in this morning and saved as draft. I was so depressed and happy :)))

Comments will be returned in this weekend.

Site update:

• Now you can plug your site in my PLUGBOARD.
• I’ve received my own new scanner so I may add some new brush sets(with my strange drawings) in the next few weeks.

1. Rhiannon Says:
   January 15th, 2008 at 3:26 am

   I voted for you! You’re doing really well so far, I think it’s a safe bet that you’ll be winning!

   I see you’re using a plugboard script from plugme.net, I have a plugboard too but there’s something wrong with it and I was looking for another board to use. Plugme.net it is - thanks!

2. Simply Precious Says:
   January 16th, 2008 at 4:02 am

   Wow, weird feeling… I’m a pessimist person also, for the most part… =/

   But anyways, I’ll vote for you right now! Good luck!

3. Dan Says:
   January 16th, 2008 at 1:45 pm

   Gosh, thats…really weird, a little confusing. Well lets hope things pick up for all of you aye?

4. Ceri Says:
   January 16th, 2008 at 3:38 pm

   I can’t imagine what it must have been like living in a communist country. Strange how it hasn’t changed since it went. I’m glad you feel happy though

5. Kay Says:
   January 16th, 2008 at 8:59 pm

   Wow that must be weird. Hope the happy part of you manage to suppress the sad part of you. Take care

6. Mahala Says:
   January 17th, 2008 at 12:29 am

   Oh wow, that must be a really weird feeling o.0 But you seem so happy! Well, at least you FEEL happy most of the time =D And to make things a liiittle better, I voted for you! I’ll make sure to vote every round! But yeh- congrats on making it to this round!

7. Ydreece Says:
   January 19th, 2008 at 6:47 pm

   woot* love the patterns huni.. keep it up ^.^